…to be with

you to belong to

this world with

you to have what

we have and that is it




CAConrad is the author of 9 books of poetry and essays including While Standing in Line for Death (Wave Books), which received the 2018 Lambda Award.  A recipient of a Pew Fellowship in the Arts, they also received The Believer Magazine Book Award and The Gil Ott Book Award; they teach regularly at Sandberg Art Institute in Amsterdam.

Their books, essays, films, interviews, rituals and other publications can be found here: